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our endless numbered days
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i am the same when i drink. however, since i have a girlfriend now, i don't drink as much, and if i do, i am with her so at least i'm slutty with her lol.
i do need a clean break, but i don't know how.,[InMyHead19]
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2008-11-09 14:49:34 |
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mid-terms...
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Haha! What is it about Pink Floyd and Led Zepplin that makes you just want to be high? I'm the same way![Pinkykimmi]
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2008-10-13 15:30:13 |
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collllege
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carbon datting is the answer![Yojimbo]
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2008-09-16 21:20:05 |
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lately...
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Good for you! I'm so glad that you found. Everybody needs somebody!  [SteeleBlack]
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2008-08-07 20:07:45 |
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lately...
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Haha! I'm soooo jealous! But I'm glad you had fun![Pinkykimmi]
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2008-08-07 10:24:26 |
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happy birthday to me!!!!!
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happy birthday!! a little late, haven't been online in the past few days.. [InMyHead19]
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2008-08-04 23:49:32 |
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happy birthday to me!!!!!
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"I dont want you to Go" LOL happy birthday [southernfire]
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2008-08-03 17:27:06 |
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better
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awwww.... love[Pinkykimmi]
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2008-07-30 13:49:27 |
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better
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my bday is tomorrow too; that's the only comment i have lol[InMyHead19]
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2008-07-29 22:10:13 |
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getting drunk and stupid
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vegetarian is a good idea :) vegan is a lot of hard work, but you can do it if you're determined. [InMyHead19]
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2008-07-24 21:16:11 |
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getting drunk and stupid
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I just wanted to let you know that I read your diary and I absolutely LOVE it! [SteeleBlack]
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2008-07-24 21:11:01 |
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Too much..
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Well that was kind of sh*tty of him. But remember how in the last entry you talked about how much you like him? You could just be a bit hormonal. If you feel like it, hang in there. You could just not hang out with him for a few days and see if you feel better. And talk to him about it. Good luck. ~Kat [Aphrodite265]
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2008-07-22 13:15:02 |
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ammmmazing
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So awesome for you! He sounds HOT! Gotta admit, I'm a smidge jealous [Pinkykimmi]
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2008-07-21 17:13:32 |
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ammmmazing
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So awesome for you! He sounds HOT! Gotta admit, I'm a smidge jealous [Pinkykimmi]
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2008-07-21 17:13:32 |
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total surprise, in a good way
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Can't wait to find out! I am on the edge of my seat. I added you to my faves so that I can keep up...cool life you lead. [SteeleBlack]
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2008-07-06 18:27:59 |
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no strings attatched sex
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odd how meaningless sex can happen for another person when you want something different, and then when you want no-strings-attached, they get attached. at least that's how it has happened with me. [InMyHead19]
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2008-06-30 18:53:36 |
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you can't fake it hard enough to please anyone
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wow.[InMyHead19]
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2008-06-28 21:37:13 |
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england
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some english people aren't ugly/jerks/boring/aggressive .....well onnly a few lol xx [CrushedCastaway]
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2008-06-28 04:03:32 |
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god awful night
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Wow, that sucks dude. I still dread the day I come face to face with my ex out in public. Although I think I've practiced enough to be able to ignore the fact that he even exists should that ever happen. Anyway I'm glad you go through it okay![Pinkykimmi]
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2008-06-10 14:50:26 |
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god awful night
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that must have been really horrible...the one time i saw my crazy ex, my heart dropped....i ran away from him.[InMyHead19]
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2008-06-09 12:24:07 |
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one week
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that's so exciting![InMyHead19]
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2008-06-06 10:12:06 |
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i'm going!
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THAT'S SO EXCITING THAT YOU'RE GOING TO ENGLAND :)[InMyHead19]
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2008-05-31 22:57:10 |
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i'm going!
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Lucky YOU :) Have an awesome time...
[HurtingTruth]
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2008-05-31 01:07:53 |
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i will possess your heart
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weeds is a great show! i'm glad you get four days to yourself for whatever you want :)[InMyHead19]
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2008-05-21 15:46:41 |
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summer
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liking lesbian porn doesn't make you a lesbian...i know lots of lesbians who love men on men porn, but they aren't interested in guys at all..just whatever gets you off ya know[InMyHead19]
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2008-05-18 04:18:38 |
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shut up and let me go
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I LOVE OBAMA!!!!!!![InMyHead19]
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2008-05-16 21:44:17 |
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from this point on
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sorry to hear about your a**h*** ex acting this way. you should def. change your number. a restraining order is also a good idea. i've had experience w/ crazy ex boyfriends and had to do the same thing. [InMyHead19]
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2008-05-09 15:37:47 |
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from this point on
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Good for you! That's just awesome![Pinkykimmi]
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2008-05-09 12:35:05 |
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long talk..
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its only if u believe thats its really true that u should go along with it in my opinion I wish u the best [MrsDetroit]
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2008-05-08 15:49:09 |
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psycho ex
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OMG, YOU POOR THING, I WISH YOU THE BEST OF LUCK, AND HOPE ALL IS WELL WITH YOU... [lovehim]
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2008-05-06 13:08:30 |
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psycho ex
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wow. That is .... wow ... i dont even know what to say...You should just not talk to him and possibly do get that restraining order.. [bananna]
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2008-05-06 13:08:16 |
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psycho ex
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wish you the best of luck ok i had a few like that [sweetliljesusfan1985]
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2008-05-06 12:46:22 |
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long talk..
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i've experienced internet crushes before. some have really worked out. if i found someone w/ the same musical taste as me, i would probably fall for them too, cuz it's REALLY rare. i listen to everything you never hear of. i'm a DJ at a college station, and no one ever knows who my fav. bands are. if it happens, i'll probably fall hard lol[InMyHead19]
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2008-05-04 13:35:39 |
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horrible news
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chlamydia is curable, and as long as it's treated it shouldn't have many negative effects...try not to stress until you get all the tests back.[InMyHead19]
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2008-05-03 13:53:52 |
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so close!
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I like both !![julier]
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2008-04-29 06:00:27 |
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lift your skinny fists, like antennas to heaven
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unfortunately, you should bleach your hair if you're going from a darker color...[InMyHead19]
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2008-04-26 23:15:10 |
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lift your skinny fists, like antennas to heaven
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Moya. Best song EVER! [Close To Gone]
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2008-04-26 20:12:36 |
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ugh
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You said your ex hit you. You know that if you two start anything again he will start hitting you. You should never let yourself be abused, for your own good remember the bad times as well. Good luck.
[Aphrodite265]
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2008-04-24 12:27:36 |
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ugh
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screw ur mind go with ur heart[venice]
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2008-04-24 00:00:34 |
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how strange
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definitely follow your intuition. also, don't sleep with him again. [InMyHead19]
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2008-04-23 17:17:11 |
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la la la -la
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Thanks for the comment Yer the whole "not being able to walk" thing is REALLY beginning to suck Its healing pretty well though :) thank god And the "other guy" sounds like a lot of fun :P (joking) xx [LoveMex]
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2008-04-22 16:30:34 |
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why does everything suck all at once!
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guys are asses[InMyHead19]
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2008-04-18 21:37:22 |
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another guy? yeah..
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i hate social stigmas! they're f***ing ridiculous. that's like my friend who is a lesbian who got fired for no reason. it's because there were rumors that she was hitting on some girl, which was false. if it had been a guy hitting on some girl, they woulda taken him into their office and told him to watch his actions, but since she's gay, she just got fired. now everything she worked for her whole life, over ten years of managing companies, is wasted. she has to start over because no one wants to hire someone who got fired for a reason they can't explain. i agree, being single is WAY easier. and it's fun and less stressful. we're too young to commit probably lol. [InMyHead19]
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2008-04-15 14:02:51 |
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another guy? yeah..
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Guys suck...i say have fun!! i was single for like 5years and totalllly had funnnnnnnn. i went from a 4year serious relationship..to a total slut..hehe well im happy to inform that i once again found "the one" so sex is much better and wonderful. but sounds like u still need to have fun... sometime relationships r sooo stressful its nice to have a break from them. and guys only call girls sluts cuz the know women r the real pimps. men have to work hard & impress a girl b4 he can get them in bed...us women, attractive or not..can walk into a bar...point to a guy ask him for sex and we have it. haha women ROCK!! [secretsilver99]
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2008-04-15 00:02:36 |
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what a scare
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fortunately for me, i have remained friends with almost all of my exes except one...and maybe now two because she told me she will try to be friends, but it will be hard. i told her i understand, because i do. i just don't understand how mean she was on the phone when all i've done has been nice to her because i don't want to hurt her. at least in the past few weeks. i won't deny i was kinda mean to her at a time, but i realized it and stopped. anyway, hope your day/night is going well :)[InMyHead19]
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2008-04-12 01:18:27 |
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HORRIBLE weekend
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I AM SO SORRY THIS HAPPENED TO YOU! i care. i really do. and if i was there, i would have beat the sh*t out of him, no lie! [InMyHead19]
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2008-04-10 22:50:54 |
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what a scare
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geez, that is scary. glad it wasn't anything major tho. most people have herpes nowadays w/out even knowing about it. at least it's treatable. another thing is that if you don't want to stop having sex, just make sure to use protection. i used to do the same thing. NEVER used protection. i am surprised i am not a mom right now. [InMyHead19]
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2008-04-10 22:40:41 |
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obsession/love
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I think everyones a slut when theyre drunk tbh I know i am :P xxx [LoveMex]
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2008-04-03 14:07:50 |
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it's his birthday.
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you sound oddly like me...minus the attraction to french boys hehe[InMyHead19]
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2008-04-02 12:13:10 |
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what a horrible night
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I don't like your boyfriend. He seems very familiar to me. Like someone I just let go. Too many games, not enough love. I can't believe he spit in your face. That took the cake right there but at least he didn't hit you back. [SecretConfessions]
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2008-02-22 17:27:49 |
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what a horrible night
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Good Lord! Pretty dreadful.[LarrySmith]
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2008-02-16 23:23:49 |
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over and over and over
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I hear you that it's complicated. I hope you guys get your sh*t worked out.[skattebol]
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2008-02-01 11:53:00 |
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what a horrible night
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Bahhhh I hear you, volitile relationships are f***ing sh*t, but it's hard too because whenever you're apart you want to be together again, well that's what happened to me when my bf was being a dick (but I was being a bitch too soooo what can you do). But sending a text like that is over the line, being a dick is a pain but being a (potential) cheater is beyond that. And spitting is such a sign of disrespect, at least with slapping you didn't leave bodily fluids all over his face. Let him walk to your house like a douche, then don't let him inside!!!! [skattebol]
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2008-01-19 14:39:29 |
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nothing to do but dance and drink and screw
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Are you in the band Most Serene Republic?[skattebol]
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2008-01-11 18:24:30 |
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nothing to do but dance and drink and screw
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go for a general ed major.... majors are overrated. lol.
[Zen2theEnd]
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2008-01-11 15:14:40 |
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nothing to do but dance and drink and screw
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Perhaps the fact he didn't mention it means it wasn't a big enough deal to mention to you? My best friend, he sounds just like your boyfriend and I think the offical term for a three-some is "the American Dream" (and we're all canadian. LOL) hope everything works out and just remember how good it felt accomplishing not drinking for a 6 days... imagine what two weeks would feel like.... hmm.... [Close To Gone]
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2008-01-11 03:55:52 |
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i'm never drinking again. really
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Happy New Years! Hey at least you didn't puke [skattebol]
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2008-01-10 13:58:06 |
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i'm never drinking again. really
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Your diary is AWESOME. I've read a few back entries, and look forward to getting thru it all. Your writing style is great!.... Concise, and to the point. Very easy for a reader to take in. Thank you! Write on![LarrySmith]
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2008-01-05 01:50:07 |
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i'm never drinking again. really
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i love your diary!! i have been reading some of your entrys. have a goodnight! xoxo[giagia]
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2008-01-05 00:19:10 |
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i'm never drinking again. really
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i hate those nights. but dont worry it happens to alot of people. I almost thought this was my friend emily's diary because your stories are so similar. but people will forget about it. everyone makes mistakees.[intoxicatedXbeauty]
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2008-01-04 15:24:52 |
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this is so messed up
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Sounds like he's playing with your feelings cuz he know he can. There's always someone in a relationship who has the "power". Sounds like he's the one with the power with you guys. He's exploiting that. much love [SecretConfessions]
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2007-12-22 23:15:22 |
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this is so messed up
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Wow what a douche. Do you think maybe he actually DID do that stuff, and then when you started getting mad he backpedalled and said he was lying? Maybe he does love you but he certainly doesn't know how to treat you. [skattebol]
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2007-12-22 13:04:32 |
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3 guys in 10 days
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Many of us "hate" this time of the year. I'm right there wit ya! I don't know if it helps but, I feel u and understand your pain. I can't say much to help u but please know, many of us go through what you're going through. You know the diagnosis and no one telling you a diagnosis will change how you feel. The only thing I hope is that you practice safe sex and that you stop drinking at least. How to feel better? If I had the answer I'd be a millionaire...and I'd be happy myself. Wish i could fix it for you![pleadingthe5th]
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2007-12-19 20:31:15 |
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3 guys in 10 days
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Hey miss ... perhaps you're just at a time in your life where you can have fun and go crazy. I admire you for taking advantage of your youth instead of wasting it away. [skattebol]
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2007-12-19 01:07:04 |
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3 guys in 10 days
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I added you to my favs
[Zen2theEnd]
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2007-12-18 22:34:46 |
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3 guys in 10 days
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lol... I don't think a diagnosis will actually help, you already know you are depressed. If it's any consolation, I've slept with 2-3 people in one night 3 or 4 times and I am perfectly happy and sane nowadays. Drinking will most definitely lower the inhibitions required to stay away from sex with multiple partners. The problem is, drinking propagates more depression and depression propagates more drinking. So ask yourself - why? Seasonal depression is quite common. There are plenty of natural things that can be done to get yourself out of this slump... look at your diet, look at your exercise program, reevaluate what is important in your life. I know I feel miserable when I don't feel like I am living for any particular reason, so I'm like f*** it - let's drink. What's your purpose? I am confident you deserve more respect than you are giving yourself right now, so I suggest examining when you're doing this to yourself. [Zen2theEnd]
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2007-12-18 22:15:00 |
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I feel like a terrible person sometimes
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keep smiling
[rahul123]
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2006-10-10 22:27:53 |
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I feel like a terrible person sometimes
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Sounds like he's a nice guys and well nice guys are hard NOT to go head over heels for - enjoy the time you spend with him and if it's a 4ever kinda thing - you'll know
[nitemistress]
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2006-10-10 22:14:54 |
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I Hate being sick
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awe sh*tty..being sick sucks ass hope ya feel better hun! xox Much love Anna [feelingalone]
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2006-10-03 21:49:14 |
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we went through hell, all's well that ends well
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A cool, interesting site.... check it out. www.realage.com Happy Easter To all [mydesires]
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2006-04-16 23:07:06 |
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lie, lie, lie, blindeddd
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dont begin to take sleeping pills.
[lifesticks]
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2006-03-30 21:17:46 |
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what was I thinking when I said it didn't hurt
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Sometimes our dreams tell us what we innerly feel. I hope your stress gets relived and if not im always here for you to talk to. a stranger who cares [BatteredHeart00]
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2006-03-29 19:03:04 |
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yesssssssssss
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Being grounded sucks. My best friend is grounded, and I'm usually bored without him.
Audrey
[ihavegone2findmyself]
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2006-03-20 22:58:47 |
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all i want now is happiness
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So the moral of the story, don't do drugs. Well, with creepy people anyway.
THE MORAL OF THE STORY IS: DON'T DO DRUGS PERIOD!!!! WORDS TO LIVE BY!!! DRUGS ARE FOR LOSERS? [boopbetty]
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2006-03-20 03:35:01 |
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all i want now is happiness
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Hey - That guy sounds like he gets a little too messed up. Try not to worry about the whole suicide thing, I know it's one of the warning signs, but if he was on drugs, it is hard to take it seriously. Maybe you should ask if he was serious about suicide while he is straight. Plus, you can't help being so damned attractive! Ash [AshMcFunk]
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2006-03-20 03:24:29 |
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